This is a description of the current mood I'm in. Seriously I totally feel like banging the wall and lose all my memories now.  So that i dont have to feel the pain and unhappiness. PMS is making the whole situation even worst. There bound to be problem within a relationship but what is wrong with us? 

Are we not compatiable? I hate to say this. But i really dont know what to do . Month ago, i was complimenting you that you changed. You really will give in to me and wont create a fuss over small issues. But now, everything is like back to how it was. The hope i have in you is decreasing constantly days by days. I wanted to see a future in us. But you just keep whacking my heart . Please dont let my heart die. Cause Im feeling the pain constantly even in my dream. Its hurts fucking badly. 

Never mind enough of that. Dont wanna talk about it .